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Do you have a bully in your brain telling you what to do? Do you find that there is a taskmaster inside of your head that is constantly driving you to accomplish more and more? Do you feel beat up? Does this bully move your attention toward a sense of lack and unease? Does the focus move you toward worry, doubt and fear? Is the emphasis on what has not been done yet instead of what has been completed? Who is this bully and how did it get inside our heads?
It can start out as a simple conversation. You have just come back from a dental appointment with your mouth all swollen and full of stitches. You are sharing your experience with your friend when all of a sudden the energy shifts and she launches into her dental story and you find yourself in the middle of a tug of war trying to decide whose dental experience is worse, yours or your friends. What is it about certain people that want their pain to be greater than others? And what is it about pain that draws us in?
There was a time when a gift was something sacred and special. It reflected our true nature and soul's purpose. It reminded us of who we are and where we belonged. Whether we were the giver or the receiver, the exchange was one of inspiration and meaning. The gift often held a clue or insight that helped us along our path. It was meant to remind us of our inner calling, our contribution to community and our destiny.
Does your mind tend to go to the worse case scenario? Do you find yourself feeling rejected or angry if you call someone and leave a message and they don't return your call? Do you imagine that they don't respect you or that perhaps you have offended them in some way? When there is a space of time between an action you have taken and your expectation, do you think the worst?
Every day we deal with the element of time. Almost everything we do revolves around this issue. We frequently look at our watches or the clock to see what time it is as a reference point in regard to our daily schedule. But there is another measure of time that we are constantly considering although it may be just below our consciousness. It is an ongoing awareness that knocks at the door of our psyche, reminding us of what we are meant to do. Somewhere inside of us there is an internal clock that is continually monitoring just how much time we have left to accomplish our heart's desire and soul's purpose.
